The
river picks its way past stones, towards a far off sea, below the village that
has grown, cell on hollow cell carving out caves of refuge, the first step
up the hill. If we could wait among these arched and narrow paths maybe
a lifetime, we'd learn the language of the walls, listen and understand what
they are whispering. 'To us a generation is a falling leaf. Since the
first fire stones were laid we've lived around you, given protection. 'We
watch your births gush like new springs from a cliff your babies round and
slippery as a pebble in a stream. `We watch your old ones at their deaths brittle
as rotten wood, branches breaking with a breath of wind. 'We watch the
ones who simply tend the fragile surface of the earth, plant, gather, eat,
talk, sing and sleep. 'We watch your little ones who thought that love
comes freely with the sun and rain anger from the shadows and the clouds. 'We
watch your young ones, saplings becoming trees believing that a heartbeat is
a life not knowing they could die of unmet need. 'We know the love of
parents and the old gathering the tribe around the home like fruit in autumn. 'We
see those other ones who aim for mastery but lack the strength to manage their
own heart or use self-hate in place of discipline 'We felt their disregard
for pain we hear their whispered games and plans, wishes that cut and sting
like whips, 'we hear the clatter of their metal their echoing
voice, the word of mastery and still we feel the burn of sacrificial blood.
'We
saw them building castles higher up a lookout and a last retreat as life
retracts within the root to face the snow, 'when other scoundrels fired
the growing crops, burned out the houses' core, leaving them empty while
the stones lived on. 'we saw the masters grow in mastery dominate the
plains, leaving the older ways playing with empty jewels that break your heart'.
*** The houses stop, give way to cobbled roads that turn to meet the
stream cutting the valley floor, a hollow space, shot through with green
and gold carved out with sinuous trees, placental fingers stretching to
the sun. The road stops, and the path begins to twist and weave two
stranded with the living stream that sounds a hollow music knocked on stones while
leaf mould pressed on buried rocks quivers beneath our feet. *** Here
he has made his garden using a broken body, limbs stunted and taut,
twisted by mountain winds. He stayed too long in the red cave caught,
screaming silently in passage to a chiselled world where he is taken for a
fool. There where the path turns upward to the hill maybe he sees
Maria in the shrine he made for her the only woman who will talk to him of
love and higher, at the forest gate he has arranged, and planted flowers and
signed it "City of Trees". In the stone circles that he laid maybe
fairies dance for him at night or maybe he hopes that travelers will stay a
while and eat, and by the wooden bridge he made Naiads perhaps strip
from the stream to give him soft unreal loving in his dreams. *** The
path crawls upwards to the castle on the hill tangled in brambles, growing
indistinct, like letters of an ancient text, just legible the ones who
slaved or sang their way upstream, in sun and sudden rain and silent snow,
soft sheeting all. Relaxing to the green embrace of ivy root the castle
falls to nature's sweet disorder slowly unbuttoning, stone by stone. Beyond
the ruin's crumbling peak where mountain shoulders rise and rise joining
in strength, dressed in a living tapestry, A hermit lived one step away
from death his bed a ledge cut in a precipice trusting the great Beginning
and the peasant heart. Above, a massive mountain head breaks through the
trees pure rock, crisscrossed with crystal fissures a dizzying block skirted
by stone-fall scree. Giant of time, divine in his indifference he generates
the weather, cloud and light, changing his aspect constantly. From
time to time a stone falls tick, or in a sudden slide a clatter joins the scree;
each day a handful of this vastness slips towards the sea.
a mass
and life too huge for lookers-on to know although rock warriors by straining
fingertips may win the peak, and hold it for a breath
then leave it to
its singularity. Higher than that, there's just the world of winds. |